JuSt TalKiNG aGAiN......

I do not consider myself a petty person at all. However, lately I have been feeling like people make my situation about themselves without even listening to what I have to say. I have noticed people doing that a lot lately & not just to me. I understand there are people in this world that if the whole world is not revolving around them, they just cannot stand it. It's like I am suppose to wake up one day & my life will be back to the way it was two years ago. Pre baby loss. Well, it isn't & it never will be again.

I was the second oldest of five children, so I was raised to know what "it is not about me" means. Even though I pushed my parents' buttons at times to get attention. But this blog is about me & my feelings & if I am not addressing any one person, don't take offense, it is just not about you.

I may be sad, let me be sad; I may be angry, let me be angry; I may be jealous, let me be jealous; I may just need to get stuff out, let me speak. Don't not talk to me or make it about you, please.

I understand that my son's life stopped & not my own. I know I have to move on, I have to be able to celebrate my life & be happy with what I have got. One thing though, it is not about you & it takes time.

So, next time you are in a group of people listen to what is being said. Think before you speak & observe the whole situation before you make it about yourself.

I am grateful for all of the support I have & do receive. Thank you to everyone who has been praying for me & my little family. I know it is hard on some since they cannot relate to my situation. Just know this is not personally attacking anyone, just venting my feelings again.

God Bless.