Hi baby!
I had a good two days. I have been tired and moody.
My friend is pregnant and I am so jealous. I am very happy for her. It hurts a little, but I do not resent her or her baby. There are pregnant women all around me and I am jealous of them all.
I know if God wants me to have another baby He will give me one when I am ready. I am no where near ready right now. No way!
I do not want to replace you and I would feel so guilty. I might feel differently in 6-12 months.
I am anxious to go back to Dr. H again. I pray to God she has answers.
I have been doing good on my stress level and getting upset over stupid stuff. I wish I had done better during my pregnancy. My anxiety attacks are better since going back to work.
I miss you! I love you!
Thanksgiving is coming. Get to stuff ourselves with good food and good company.
Well, baby I better get some sleep.
Love you my love!
""He will swallow up death forever. The Sovereign Lord will wipe away the tears from all faces." Isaiah 25:8
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