Capture Your Grief Day 18 - Release

Release - My release comes on the day we celebrate our sweet angel, October 18th. Every year we release balloons with messages, but last year our area was out of helium and we lit sparklers instead. This year my mom got a helium tank so we did both. Here is our balloons being released this evening.

I caught this screenshot here.....notice the date & time?

Capture Your Grief Day 17 - Time

Time - 6yrs ago today we went in for a routine 20week checkup. We were expecting to set up an ultrasound to find out the gender of our baby. We were not expecting to be unable to find a heartbeat on the doppler, to sit in a waiting room for 2hrs waiting for a sonographer to get us in, to see our lifeless baby on a black & white monitor, to have our Dr come in to tell us we the baby may have passed 1 1/2weeks before, that I would need to deliver within the next few days. But those are all the things we heard. I will remember this day the rest of my life.